LaLaLa It's Love & Holiday !!! (Part I)

HULLO~ Recently my blog is in an "obsolete statute".

I don't mean to neglect my bloggie but this week I am having a super hectic schedule as I am having my ONE-WEEK-SEMESTER-BREAK ! However it will be ended soon in 3 more days time =(

I have lotsa lotsa lotsa outgoing post which have not been updated in my bloggie. I have been hanging out with those my lovely ones every single day, yes i mean EVERY SINGLE DAY since I came back to Johor.

Okay, the very first one, Hikage Sushi Buffet a.k.a Matriculation Reunion. (This get-together happened like three weeks ago? I'm really dawdle over updating my blog lar XD) WeeTer, WeiQuan & YuanFeng drove us there. This Japanese Restaurant is near with Sutera Mall. We had a pleasant finish with its lunch buffet which comes with a very reasonable price & large variety of choices, do give it a try =)

Japanese style grilled chicken

Soft shell crab! YeHong loves it =)

Grilled mackerel

Some of their matriculation friends.

I hate these raw-served sashimi =X

WeiQuan. He was the one who sapu all those ordered food which their matriculation friends could not finish, poor thing.

Deep fried salmon. Juicy & crispy ♥

I love ramen ♥♥♥

King of Stomach, KarOnn, The Dark One

Chawanmushi ♥♥

Those Nigiri & Gunkan sushi ♥

The second one, watched Case39 @ Jusco Tebrau. Finally the otaku, Florence & Minna showed up themselves. ChinDing & BS were joining too! I had never expected Minna could join us to go JB you know! Although she kept nagging that she wanted to go home to watch the last episode of the taiwan drama 桃花小妹, yet in the end we successfully abducted her to have seafood feast at Gelang Patah. Finally until 10pm++ she managed to reach home, haha!

Let's look at our Mr.Chua 's parking skill. . . . . .

Minna with big sunny smile

YenJou & BS

Auntie Phang with me.

Seven words with boundless power, F R I E N D S !
♥ you all

Some more Glamour Doll

I used Island Chic, Flashdance! and Urban Trash.

First I put NYX\s Jumbo pencil in Milk on the whole lid. Then I used a black pencil liner on my to lash line.

Then I put Island Chic in the inner corner. Flashdance! to the rest of the lid. Then Urban Trash to the outer corner.

Some matte offwhite eyeshadow as a highlight. Urban Trash and Island Chic on the lower lash line.

And finally some black mascara. I recently bought a new mascara which I will talk about soon.

I really do like this look. However this look really is not for me. For me to wear this look without feeling selfconscious, I would have to wear a foundation that is full coverage, and I dont have one like that, and I am not too big of a fan of full coverage foundations. My powder foundation is light-medium coverage and I think it looks very natural and great. Full coverage does not look natural to me. I dont think there are that many people who have perfect skin so then they try to make it seem like they do have one by using a full coverage foundation. You know what I'm trying to say here? Basically, I think that full coverage foundations look fake and I dont want people to focus on my "perfect" skin achieved by a foundtion because my skin is not perfect.

Back to the original topic, I was saying that I do like this look, but it does not suit me as well as other looks. I have some rosacea on my cheeks and this greenish-turqoise of Island Chic just makes the rosacea stand out way too much. I can use some greens without feeling super selfconscious, but this just made my cheeks extra red. You would think that since I have rosacea that I'd like a full coverage foundation, but I really don't. I don't like my freckles either, and I have a lot of them, but I honestly don't believe in perfect, flawless skin with no freckles or moles.

Kill Me With the Truth

當所有最初的事情都從簡單開始變得繁瑣

接著接踵而來的就會是 猜忌 懷疑 責備 推卸責任 不肯低頭 逃避現實

然後變得一發不可收拾 然後變得面目全非 然後，是不是有可能會事過境遷？

事實上，真正心痛的感覺離我已經許久了

是因為有好一段日子漸漸淡忘了這種感覺，所以這次才會如此歇斯底裡的嗎？

幾乎每個醒來的早晨都是帶著因為昨晚聽了蔡依林【一個人】而哭腫的雙眼，

可怕的是一睜開眼就會不由自主地馬上延續昨晚的情緒，

任由它在我一天的一開始放肆的從眼眶宣洩

這種行為伴著我從清晨到深夜，重複了幾天。

我真的不知道它到底還需要幾天才會結束。

而且周遭的每樣細節事物對我而言，都藏著密密麻麻的回憶：

聽見一段你愛的音樂旋律

遇到一些再熟悉不過的場景

想起一句你用來逗我笑的口頭禪

一個不小心的憶起些什麽就忽然哽咽是這幾天非常頻繁發生的經歷。

我害怕我自己就會這樣枯萎在這些揮之不去的情緒中

對什麽東西都不滿意 進而間接厭惡身邊的人事物

我害怕每個黑夜的不眠讓我又活在可怕的思念里

因為從某天開始我決心不會再發一個簡訊給你 縱使我默默許下想見你的心願

我害怕埋在被里像重度憂鬱症患者般的嗚吟，然後嚎啕大哭的我自己。

可我當然不是想引起憐憫，硬是意圖把憂鬱症&我作出什麽關聯

我只是一個還在奮力的欺蒙自己，不肯認定我已經失去所有賭注的爛賭徒

只不過，那些虛無的回應都是一字一句的利刃，

不告訴我實話，給我一些像是對童話故事情節的小小期盼，

在你離去后絕望不絕於耳的每個深夜時分逼著我用淚水向它們求饒，

我只不過是個想看見有一天你會重新給我帶來曙光的弱者，

這樣摧殘我，你是不是真的忍心？

Multicolor

Can you tell I'm excited I bought some Glamour Doll Eyeshadows? :D

All the looks I've done lately have been done by Glamour Doll Eyeshadows and I have another post after this that I did with them.

I did this about a week ago but I hadn't transferred the pictures until today.

Jailhouse Jumpsuit (orange) in the inner corner on the top and bottom. Secretive (light pink) in the middle of the top lid, only a small part, not in the crease.

Olivia Green in the lower part of the crease and a little in the outer corner. Also on the lower lash line closer to the inner corner.

If I remember correctly this is a mixture of MIngles and Flashdance!
I really should've written down which blue I used. The blue is on the top part of the crease and on the outer half of the lower lash line. I think it was like 1/3 of MIngles and 2/3 of Flashdance!

Then I had a reasonably matte soft offwhite as a highlight. I think. I'm pretty sure I'm right.

I used a grey liquid liner and some purple mascara. It actually looks purple in some pictures! That's so great!

Do you just stick with a black or one of the more traditional mascara colors or have you tried something like green or purple? And what did you like of this look?

Korean singer Nam Ji Hyun

Born on January 9, 1990, Nam Ji Hyun is the leader and vocalist of the popular Korean girlgroup, "4 Minute". Because of her Triangle Shaped Face, she tends to wear hairstyles that leave forehead open. In a way it creates an adorable look.


Nam Ji Hyun usually wears a Long hairstyle, to portray a stunning figure. As an idol, she tends to wear fancy hairstyles, yet showing her full forehead.











Ji Hyun looks absolutely gorgeous with her dyed long haircuts!

The Love I Can't Hold

“不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友 其实我的执着依然执着 与你无关泪自行吸收”

“不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友 其实我的执着依然执着 却决心和你不再联络”

“不能握的手 却比爱人更长久 当所有如果都没有如果 只有失去的拥有 最永久”


將身體無力的靠在廚房的牆上 一幕一幕的回憶是那麼讓人覺得折磨

餐桌上，仿佛看到你在我準備開飯時總是饞嘴又怕燙的要偷吃盤子裡的食物

流理台，切菜時你從背後環著我腰間的雙手，我好想再牽一次

蜷縮在床上掉了一整晚的眼淚 靜靜地聽著風扇轉動的聲音

為你準備的枕頭還在我的床上 不經意的一個翻身都是如此讓人心痛

還記得我被噩夢驚醒的時候，你緊緊的抱著我撫著我的頭髮說：

“不怕不怕，有我在。”

你知道嗎？這份溫柔會一輩子深深的徜徉在我的心裏面。

對著鏡子努力睜開哭得很干的眼睛 始終覺得自己很沒用

好像只有在你要幫我滴眼藥水時我才能夠忍著不眨眼睛

於是淚水又再一次的氾濫眼眶

中午晾衣服的時侯 呆立在晾衣架旁邊哭了很久

腦海裡不斷浮現你坐在陽臺把衣服整齊的掛在衣架上

然後一件一件的傳給我掛上晾衣架的身影 我總是抱怨你的動作很慢

其實此刻我很想對你說有你陪我做的每一件事 每一個小動作

現在對我而言都是我最想重來的回憶

對著課本真的很難專心 看著課本視線卻突然模糊

趕緊進房間釋放心裡滿滿的悲傷 明明哭得臉頰濕了卻不想用手拭去眼淚

這種感覺太真實我不想逃避 這是前所未有的心痛

從今天開始，我想我會慢慢開始討厭接下來的每個週末。

我真的不想成為你永遠的回憶。你知道我真的很想堅持。

劇終。

Have You Been Well?

Guess what? I changed my blog template.

I'm boring with my previous blog template and here comes the whole new look of it =)

Maybe I finally realise that I am not suitable to cute & adorable style anymore, I wish to make a change. (But this layout still seems belong to cute categories, WDH) But I still love with it, I spent lotsa time modifying it okay *clap for myself*

Oh ya nearly forget to mention, if you didn't see your blog link in my reading list, that's because currently I have over 20 friend blogs to be linked. Showing all of the links with this current blog template will cause an unbalance vision between the 1st & 3rd column. So only 10 blogs with most recently update will be shown up in my reading list. Don't worry, I will follow you~ =D

Currently having my final exam week now. I shall bury myself with the last subject - Principles of Economics online notes & past year exam papers instead of soaking myself into the blogging world huh.

So, ciao~

P/S : Blog post about Hikage sushi buffet a.k.a matriculation reunion hangout day will be updated soon after my final exam ends. *winks*

Korean singer Park Bom

Born on March 24, 1984, Park Bom is the Main Vocalist for the popular South Korean girl group, 2NE1 (pronounced 21). She is one of the members of 2NE1 that has released her own solo single, "You and I". Park Bom is known for her Oval shaped face. Because of her face shape, she usually wears a long hairstyle. Truly, Park Bom's hairstyle contains heavy bangs, which creates a charismatic look.In a way, Park Bom's unique hairstyle and style gives her a trendy look.

Normally, Park Bom has her hair dyed light brown, with heavy fringes to cover up her forehead.

Golden Ocean

It looks like I have done nothing but try out the new eyeshadows I have. This look is done by using the Glamour Doll eyeshadows, more about them here.

I used Bare Naked, Flashdance!, MIngles and Dusk.

First I put some matte white base on the whole lid. Then I put the first eyeshadow color, MIngles, on half of the lid starting from the outer corner. Then I took Flashdance! and placed that in the inner corner of my eye and blended MIngles with Flashdance! MIngles is a very, very bright matte blue, but it blended extremely well. There's some MIngles and Flashdance! on the lower lash line as well.

At this point I took some Dusk on my brush and placed it lightly to the outer corner and a little to the crease to create depth. Very lightly. Then I took a blending brush and blended the blues, then I did some spot cleaning. After spot cleaning the blending brush I took some Bare Naked to be my highlight and blend in the blues in the outer corner a bit more. And I should've waited a little more for the blending brush to dry, because this is what Bare Naked looks when applied with a moist brush. It looks a lot more like gold. Not a bad eyeshadow color by any means, just not exactly what I was going for. I was looking for a little more matteish beige/skin color, not much shimmer at all.

Black eyeliner and black mascara as usual. :)

Voíla!

I had to do this look twice, because first I put on a black cream base and that just totally destroyed MIngles. It did not look good at all. A white base works 1000 times better.

What do you think?

DinoSpotz

In this look I used some Glamour Doll eyeshadows that I bought recently.

I used Katie's Storm and DinoSpotz. And I used Bare Naked as a highlight/blending helper.

First to the inner quarter or so I put some Katie's Storm. The the rest of the lid and crease I put DinoSpotz which by far is one of my favorites! I used a matte white cream base under the eyeshadows.

I used Bare Naked to help blend DinoSpotz and also sort of as a highlight shadow.

I used the same eyeshadows to line the lower lash line. I used a black liquid liner to line my top lid. Maybelline's Volum Express in black as a mascara.

DinoSpotz is so amazing! It's like a burgundy/brick red/brown with some green glitter. Depending on the direction where the light hits your eyelid the eyeshadow changes.

Have you heard of Glamour Doll Eyeshadows before? Enjoy your Thursday!

Swatches of Glamour Doll eyeshadows

I believe there pictures are better on the actual website of Glamour Doll, but here are the swatches of the eyeshadow samples that I bought.

Want to see my first look with these shadows, if yes, then click here.

L-R: DinoSpotz, Flashdance!, MIngles, Olivia Green, Secretive and Summer Skies.

I could not capture the magnificent color of DinoSpotz. :( I already know I'm going to order some of these in full size and DinoSpotz is definately one of them. MIngles and Olivia Green are matte.

L-R: Island Chic, Shaded Orchid, Katie's Storm, Graffiti, Lovers Lane and Disco White

The picture of the sample baggies. One without flash and the other with flash. The real color is something in between. I got two black ones, Graffiti is matte black with lime glitter, but you can't see it in the picture. :(

L-R: Skinny Jeans, Jailhouse Jumpsuit, Urban Trash, Glam Girl and Dusk

Skinny Jeans isn't black, it's like green gray or so... Sounds weird huh? Urban Trash is a matte black.

These are the two free samples I got with my order. The picture above does not really match at all to the colors, it's again something in between the two pictures, one taken without flash and the other with.

And here is a bad pic of the swatches.

Do you like them? :D