Tuzki Philosophy

I feel so bad to realise that I only have one entry in July and that entry is not even a proper update. After this post, there'll only be two entries in July and soon after that, August will arrive! Time really flies so fast without anyone even noticing. I'm not gonna to frown about those ASS-ignments this time. I want to share about my current favourite comic character with you guys, the TUZKI!




A little intro about Tuzki 兔斯基:
It's a popular character created by the China blogger, MoMo Wang who loves to record her inspirations and feelings by drawing them. She uses simple black and white line to draw a bunny to illustrates her expression of feelings and thoughts in life.

I love Tuzki because I always feel like I can't agree more with the life philosophy illustrates by this character. The illustration of life by Tuzki always fits exactly with what's on my mind, especially the unique thoughts and hidden emotions that it delivers to me. You must read Tuzki's comics because you might feel the same way with me too :)

如果沒有光，那就點一盞燈
If there's no light, then lit a lamp.

如果沒有門，那就開一扇窗
If there's no door, then open a window.

如果沒有路，那就搭一座橋
If there's no road, then build a bridge.

如果沒有奇跡發生，那麼就去創造一個
If there's no miracle, then create one.


總說實話的好處是，偶然說一次謊，也沒有人會發現。
The advantage of always telling the truth is, nobody will find out your occasional lie.

總說謊話的壞處是，即使改說實話，也沒有人會相信。
The disadvantage of always telling the lies is, nobody will take your word for it even when you tell the truth.


如果我們沒可能在一起，那麼就說明我們沒有緣分
If that's impossible for us to attach to each other, so that means we are not fated.


如果我們沒有緣分，那麼不能在一起也就沒什麼可惜的。
If we are not fated, then there will be nothing to regret if we are not meant to be together.



如果你自己都不珍惜你自己，那別人就更不會珍惜。
If you don't even cherish yourself, then the others will not cherish you even more.


嫉妒是一把刀
Jealousy is a knife


最後不是插在別人身上，就是插進自己心裡。
Eventually it's either stabbed the others or stabbed in your heart.


自己不喜歡的東西，別人也不一定會喜歡。
Do not do onto others what you would not have them do onto you.



Hope you don't mind on the bad translation with my limited vocabulary.

Just a sharing post, bye :)

I Loved Her First

* Watch this video clip first before reading *

When I was still a little girl, he meant the whole world to me. He was my number one. And he meant everything to me. I wanted to do anything to impress him: Learned how to ride a bicycle, poured water for him when he came back from work and read out the textbook content loudly just to let him know I was studying. These are the things that I will not do anymore as I keep on growing.

"From the day he brings his newborn girl home, a father lives in fear that
someday she’ll get hurt, someday she’ll hate him, and even worst, someday she’ll grow up."

He's a very stern, silent man who his children are not used to see a smile on his face. I remembered when I was a little girl, everytime when he went out I used to pester him to bring me along. Most of the time he would say no for that. Now I have grown up. And we communicate less and less, ever since I went through my rebellious stage and the family affairs. However, along with the growth of his age, he has changed a lot. He's the one who takes initiative to talk with his children now.


It was one night I went back to my hometown from Kuching. I reached around 2 a.m. as I took a long distance bus from Kuala Lumpur to my hometown. When I reached home, I was surprised that my father still hadn't sleep. He started to ask questions like: "Why were you so late? What time the bus departed from KL? Who fetched you home from bus station? Have you eaten? Want to take shower? Do you have towel?" when I just stepped into the house. I was getting a little bit impatient to answer his questions. Right after I put down my luggage, I took the towel and pyjamas and immediately entered the bathroom. I could still hear him saying outside the bathroom: "Remember to eat the dinner kept for you on the dining table and switch off the light when you're going to bed." I didn't respond, yet I knew he walked away when he heard the running water of the shower head.




After I bathed, I went for my dinner at the dining table. I saw a bowl of lotus root peanut soup beside my meal. It was warm. And I just realised he actually stayed up late to wait for my arrival and warmed the soup for me. That night, he didn't only warm up the soup, as well as the cockles of my heart. He doesn't have to speak much, because I know he's the one who's always been there for me, faithfully.

Sorry, I couldn't make myself home for this year. Happy Father's Day. From your daughter with love.

The Word That Begins With L

If compared to the past, I blog lesser about my relationship. I used to drone and on about my private relationship in my blog and bore all the readers to sleep. As time goes by, I started to make changes on my mind as well as the blog content. Once in a while is still acceptable, but who will want to read your never ending love story with your sweetheart, darling or whatever? Since you're not Justin Bieber & Selena Gomez / Ian Somerhalder & Nina Dobrev? C'mon, all your mushy talk or emo shit will only become the gossips over a cup of tea. And what's gonna knock my sock off is, those who always enjoy showing off their love in high-profile are tend to be more insecure with their partners and finally result in break up. The next day I will see them announce out loud in every way they can to tell the world that they're SINGLE or even immediately cling on their new sweetheart. After all, I guess they're just tryin' too hard for attention.

What I'm going to talk about in this post is:

There are a number of stages that most of the couples must go through to lead a successful relationship, from the initial honeymoon phase to the maturity phase and finally it comes to the total commitment phase. And our relationship is now in the reality phase before we can really shift to the stability stage.

As a typical Virgo girl, my perfectionism always seem to be too excessive for my partner. I can't help myself to concentrate on correcting every little bad habit of him, which mostly results in bitter arguments, most of the time have always been about trivial things. Surprisingly, most of the childish acts seem to be working in the reconciliation for our relationship. One of the most juvenile ideas is the fake break-up. Eventually we always manage to get back together and take one step closer to each other from the arguments. However, fake break-up is the risky business for the couples. It's the crucial factor for either a stronger relationship or a real break up.

Instead of spending the entire time with each other as in the initial stage, we need more freedom and space to spend a little quality time for our personal activities and interests. For HIM, he loves basketball more than anything. I hate it the most when he chooses to skip the dinner or movie time with me for his ball game at the court.

But I also love witnessing how he glows with the basketball and goes all out with his team members to win in every important tournament.

I still remember when I mentioned to him that our relationship is the longest record of my past and started expecting some sweet nothings from him, his response was like: Should I really feel proud of it? BUMMER. LOL! He should! My longest relationship in the past was about 9 months I think. Hmmmm of course, we are together longer than my longest relationship is just a bonus, but it's not about trying to beat a record. It's our relationship that matters, but not the record!

*Allow myself for the cheesy moment for once*
It has been one year now... Since we have become incredibly attached to each other. I can't describe how thankful I am for your companion through all the ups and downs since the day you belong with me.
I don't need a prince charming with luxurious carriage. I want a soul mate who will love me for life ♥


Hope we don't end up like this :P
P.S. Kids are horrible little creatures, aren't they?
* picture credited to tumblr

Imbalances

I've been a little overwhelmed with myself lately. Or I should say, with us.

I can see that perhaps you're having some dissatisfaction towards me, but I am really wondering what's wrong between us. I tried to figure out all the possibilities that I had ever done anything that makes you grumpy but I couldn't. I even tried to understand that maybe you're just having your PMS, but I don't think that PMS will last for so long right? FYI, I can't be held responsible for your PMS and also your mood swings, I am not the one who should. Sometimes we can have great conversation about school, friends, food and fashion with each other. However for the last whole week you have been showing a DON'T-MESS-WITH-ME face and when I tried to make conversation with you, I had been given a cold shoulder. This isn't the first time. Eventually I figured out you're just displeased with me over some trivial misunderstanding. This time I don't wish to make wild guess anymore. I wish you would come to the point or you could just confront me anytime. At least I could know the reason and stop feeling so suffocated whenever you're around. I bet you're not feeling ease too.

Frankly speaking, sometime your unintentional attitude would make me feel like :"Is it that I had done something that made her angry?" Building a friendship isn't an easy matter. My mum always reminds me that one should be broad-minded and tolerant. I am not saying that I am the easiest person to be friend with, but if we want our friendship last, we should learn how to give-and-take by forgiving and forgeting every grudges right? You're such a sweet friend if you can try to work on your temperamental attitude. (Another frank words, too!)

No offense with this post. I just want to make things clear.
If I have really done or said anything wrong, I'm sorry and I didn't mean it.

jeNNie's Evolution

Hullo peeps, It's my very first post of the new year! :D

Alright I know new year is way over! It's the seventh day of 2011 naooooo. Time flies! Recently, I'm a student whose life is consist of assignment and midterm test only. Oh, the hectic life! I'll be having my last midterm test at Saturday but I really want to update this to-be-dead blog so much :)

So what's your biggest wish for 2011? Of course one of my wishes for the new year is to get prettier naturally! Well I guess that it just wouldn't come true if I still gaining weight like how I did last year :( I don't care, for me, delicacies are irresistible! BTW, I found my Friendster photo album weeks ago. It's fun when you glimpse back your past and memories through photos. I'm actually LOL when I looking at my photos taken in the past, but who knows maybe someday in the future I will also laugh at my appearance now?

I shall show you my evolution now. Please be kind and don't puke at my photos please :)

Okay first of all, THE MOST NOSTALGIC PHOTO OF MINE

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ZOMG. I actually don't have eyebrows, do I? This was how I looked when I was Form One.
And I actually do not born with double-edged eyelid until one day it appeared naturally when I was in high school. I was a mummy's girl who wore what my Mom decided what clothes to be put on me until Form 3, so what I wore was based on my mum's preference. You know parent's taste is much more different from ours.


My mother loved to dress me like a typical little princess girl which I literally hated it. Okay not to this extent but more or less the same.


The specky girl during Form 2.


This photo was taken when I was Form 3 if I'm not mistaken. This was when I still wasn't aware of the powerful of cosmetic contact lens :P


Then I started learning how to wear contact lens. And now I couldn't live without it because my eyes would really look so listless without cosmetic contact lens.


This photo is totally unlike me. It was still Form 3 which my LALA style clothing life began. And I learned how to make up, yet in a terrible way. I was using pencil eyeliner that time which was the nightmare for me. Pencil eyeliner alwayyysss smudges and within a few hours my under eyes would be covered in black smudge which I still like how I look so much during last time LOL


This was me when I was Form 4. I was a LALA. To see better illustration you can refer to the photos below.
P.S. I obscure all the others' face in my photos to avoid any inconveniences :)




Black leggings. Dress colourfully. It was a trend during my adolescence.
Every teen girl @City Square dressed like they couldn't hang out without black leggings, seriously!


This was my high school uniform's look when I was Form 5. I am not used to see my black hair now.


Spot me! :D


This was the time when I just finished my SPM. I was wearing a hair wig in this photo. I still love that hair wig but I wouldn't wear it anymore because it's so incovenient and stuffy when wearing it. Also, I did not PS my photos, and of course not manually enlarging my pupils.


I am wearing Super King Black series since Form 5 and it's really the most powerful contact lens I have ever seen.
It really enlarge my eyes and make them jet-black and sparkling >3


Here comes another holy nightmare of me. This was done before 2010 CNY. I really had no idea how the hair stylist could turn my hair like this. It was totally different with what I told him to do.



I want wavy curls like this, but somehow it turned up to be...


THIS!!! So 蒋小花 (Rainy Yang's character with no sense of style in Miss No Good)


My driving license photo reminds me with Foong's curly hair now LOL


Guess that I really changed alot.

In fact, I'm not the only one with drastic changes too.

Now, who's this crew cut stupid fellow? That's how he looked like during Form 5.


And this Vietnamese / Indonesian foreign worker?

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LEEKEEWEE he is!


Changed alot huh? :)


I wouldn't love my bf too if he was still the buruh asing who wore an old-fashioned rimless glasses .
I bet he wouldn't fall for the the "old me" too LOL


That's all. Have a nice day :)